2+ years since I wrote the below. Yet I still cry over him. I cry as we speak. My heart will never be able to let go. He consumes my every breath still...2 years later and it still feels like he kissed my forehead like it was yesterday.
I will never be a wife or a mother...i wanted children once. But only with him. Now I will have no legacy...nothing but ashes once I'm gone. I miss him still. I cry still...even now. And I always will.
Top 2 impossible things
I have known for a very long time that 2 things are going to be be impossible for me to move past. 1) if God forbid my mom isn't around, and 2) if Jesse leaves me.
Well the 2nd of the two is about to happen. And only God can help me through this. For i am completely incapable of handling this. You know what's funny? I asked him to leave.
Sigh....
It's true. I love him more than i love myself. But it's hard for me to prove that, when I've done so much to show him otherwise. I know. I'm a loser.
God help me!
Well the 2nd of the two is about to happen. And only God can help me through this. For i am completely incapable of handling this. You know what's funny? I asked him to leave.
Sigh....
It's true. I love him more than i love myself. But it's hard for me to prove that, when I've done so much to show him otherwise. I know. I'm a loser.
God help me!