I have known for a very long time that 2 things are going to be be impossible for me to move past. 1) if God forbid my mom isn't around, and 2) if Jesse leaves me.
Well the 2nd of the two is about to happen. And only God can help me through this. For i am completely incapable of handling this. You know what's funny? I asked him to leave.
Sigh....
It's true. I love him more than i love myself. But it's hard for me to prove that, when I've done so much to show him otherwise. I know. I'm a loser.
God help me!
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