Lost

Wait where am I?

I recognize this place but I still don't know where I am.

Is this de ja vu?

No no....

This place is real.

Don't you see there are people in there.

One happy....

One sad...

Both lonely!

Do I know them?

From where...who are they? ...and why aren't they inviting me in?

Wait, do I even want to go in?

Look there is the moon.

I remember a moon like that.

That isn't a pleasant memory....let's move past that.

Where am I?

I wish someone would just grab my hand and lead me out of this place.

I'm suffocating here...can't watch these people anymore.

I see the love in their eyes...but they can't seem to see it in each other. Perhaps the distance between them has grown too wide.

Then there is the moon...how ever terrible the memory, I could follow it to find my way home.

Home....is anyone even there waiting for me anymore? Has he forgotten about me? Maybe he has moved on....

Quick, pinch me. Am I dreaming.

No....still here.

Looking through the window.

At these two lost souls...

Maybe they'll let me join them.

Maybe they can lead me home.

Oh how I long to be home.

In the arms of my beloved.

To have him hold me close....to look deep within his eyes....and lose myself.

Is that how I got here?

How did I lose myself? Why did he let go. I thought he would never let go. What went wrong?

Oh my dear moon....you venomous demon you...will you be my only companion now?

Where have the arms of my love gone? Where are his eyes?
Where are his lips?

Shall I remain here with you then you poisonous devil....

Where hast thou taken my happiness...

Where hast thou taken my love...

I shall never love again....

Let your vastness consume me then.

Forever and more....