Chains for Shackles -

I accept my forgiveness from God.
I acknowledge Him Lord and Savior.
I have a sense of freedom I have not felt before.
I feel set free of my chains of condemnation, guilt, and remorse.

Yet here I am shackled...with addiction.

Addiction to alcohol.
Addiction to bitterness.
Addiction to anger.

So am I really free of the chains?  Or have I traded the chains for shackles?  

I want to give it all up.  Everything.  All of it.

Just need a purpose.
Just need a reason.
Just need a path...

God Help Me!

Loneliness to me is like...

a fish out of water
a tear without a cheek
the waves without the shore
the sun without the moon
having thirst without water
having sight without a vision
a mirror without a reflection
a heart without a beat
an alcoholic without a drink
a soul without a body
a prayer unanswered
a believer without his God

being sad to your bones...

Loneliness to me is like us being in the same home but universes away!

Escape -

Life should come with an escape button.  I know I am not the first, nor will I be the last to make such a comment.  The idea has been explored plenty I am sure.

But think about it.  We should have a keyboard for life with only the buttons we need instead of what a computer needs.  The movie "Click" had a similar concept where Adam Sandler had a remote control for life and regretted using it as it mirrored his selections on its own.  Ah..what?  Basically he made certain situations in his life go away by fast forwarding through them with his magic remote control, and then the remote control being a smart device, started fast forwarding similar situations on its own.  Next thing you know, he's an old man and doesn't know how he got there.

Alright, well we would just need to have a much better and less smarter keyboard now won't we?  I mean have certain needed features but never give it the capability of thinking on its own.  I want to be the one who decides what situation to be in and which to leave.  Here is my vision of an ideal life keyboard.

Tab: This button will move slow people along...just tab them forward
Capslock: This button can be used on your wallet and other things you want enlarged (hehehe...)
Backspace: Wait wait, let's do that over again feeling can be actually accomplished
Delete: This button will become very useful for just having things disappear that you wish to be rid of.  Or people...you decide
Arrows: The up and down, side to side arrows will be a fantastic option to have when you can't seem to move on your own.  You will simply push the button and magically you get up, sit down, and move about in any direction needed
Shift: Optional key to add and can be personalized for each person, as shift is used when we need another key to work properly.  Ex. Shift 4 would bring about money out of nowhere. Or, Shift " would bring quotation marks to life for when we want to be super sarcastic.  (Alright the last example was dumb)
Ctrl-Alt-Delete: The combination of these buttons is a must, as there are times we just can't get delete to work on its own.  We just need to have an option to get to the task bar to cancel whatever we wish to
Escape: After Delete this would be the most useful button any of us could ever ask for.  This button when pressed will remove you from whatever situation you are in and take you to a different place. Any place of your choosing, as that can be customized as well.  Use as often as you desire


Now who is onboard with me on this device?  Comon, I need funding to make this happen people. Imagine the possibilities will ya?

Awaiting donations....